I obsess about little things far too much. I need to be looking at the big picture everyday, but I have not been. I have focused on the small things and ignored the All that is Everywhere. I have ignored the Amazing that has been right before my eyes if I were only to open them.

I have beaten myself down before others. I humbled myself to too many people. I have always felt that I am less. It is true that I am different, but in that I am no less and no more than any other person. I am one of the small in the light of the Big. I need to humble myself to only that which is ought to be humbled to.

I will pray and try to remember my place in the Universe, my place as one of the small. I am as one brick in a great building. I have not felt myself worthy of being part of that great building. But, we are all worthy and all have been chosen to be part of It. No brick is unimportant. Without any one brick the building would be incomplete, but without the building there are no bricks.