I'm doing better physically, mentally, and spiritually; but not productively. I'm going to try setting up some sort of daily schedule for myself might help with that. I'll devote an hour a day to music practice, an hour to non-cooking domestic activity (cleaning, mending clothing, etc.), an hour to prayer and meditation, an hour to arts and crafts, an hour to reading, and an hour to building my repertoire of geek skills . That is only six hours a day of scheduled activity. This should be something I can do.

I'm going to ease into the schedule. I'll add one item each week over the next six weeks, and I'll give myself the weekends off. If I fail, I'm no worse off than I am now. However, if I can maintain the schedule for a decent period of time, I'll be a large step closer to getting off SSDI and supporting myself again.