I think I have temporarily prevented the toilet from falling through the floor. The floor under the right side of the toilet has been sagging dramatically. It can't have too much time left. The toilet leans to the right because of the sag. I've propped the toilet up against the wall with some boards. Hopefully that will take some pressure off the floor.

I need to put more pressure on the landlady to actually do something about the problem. I've told her about it before, and it just continues to get worse. She isn't very big on maintenance unless it's an emergency. If something isn't done soon I think the toilet might just develop into an emergency.

I hate getting stood up.

I've noticed that most "adult" goths are just high school rejects out to prove that they are no better than those that rejected them in high school.

In my last entry I should have put "many adult goths" instead of "most adult goths". It just seems like a lot (not all) of the goths I know right now are playing stupid high school games.

I just found out one of my friends thinks I should be in a mental institution right now. This isn't one of my friends that is playing games, he is quite serious. He thinks it would be for my own good. Poo. Poo I say. I quite like my freedom and have no plans on being locked up anytime soon. Poo Poo Poo.

I'm not doing well. I want to cut I want to cut I want to cut. I hate myself. I can't control anything I do. I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself. I want to cut I want to cut I want to cut