This morning I had therapy. Didn't really break any new ground. My therapist says she doesn't think I'm ready to remember everything, and shouldn't push to try. She's worried I might have a "psychotic break", which is apparently really bad. She came to this conclusion because some memories had started coming back. Just glimpses, not the whole thing. Then they disappeared. At this point, I think maybe I imagined remembering. Maybe there isn't anything to remember. Those things don't seem reachable, maybe they just didn't exist. I would definitely like it that way.

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After therapy Lake took me bra shopping. At this point, many of my friends have been telling me I need to go out and get one. Many m2f trannies might be excited about such a trip, but to me it was more of a chore. I'd just got out of therapy and really just wanted to get home. Therapy always leaves me exhausted. Figuring out my size and exactly what style and color bra I wanted took forever. This is a chore I will soon repeat, as I only had enough money to purchase one.