I'm drifting on the sea of drugs. Pot, alcohol, nicotine, caffeine, taurine, Geodon, Celexa, Adivan. Ingesting anything and everything. Just trying to escape that feeling. Even escape remembering having that feeling. Stay far away. Stay fucked up. Can't let reality get me.

I've become completely dysfunctional. I have trouble simply getting myself to post on LiveJournal. I don't know who I am or where I'm going. The world is lost in the haze.