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January 3rd, 2004

Missed Morning Geodon

Date and Time  - Jan. 3rd, 2004, 06:52 pm

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I can really feel it when I forget to take my Geodon. Physical withdrawals suck. I took my Geodon that I was supposed to take this morning about 15 minutes ago. It hasn't hit me yet. I hate this. I was wondering why I was feeling so twitchy and dizzy and generally not well, and didn't make the connection that I had forgotten my meds until 15 minutes ago when I started feeling hot and cold at once.. I fear that without Geodon's withdrawals I may forget to take my other meds completely. But the withdrawals aren't worth it. I want to get off Geodon, I'm just not sure if I'm ready. I can't tell what's the withdrawals and what's just me being off it. I wish there was some way. There are some nasty side effects to being on anti-psychotics long term. I'm really don't want to be on them any longer than I have to be. I'm supposed to get better so I don't have to take them any more. I want to be rid of Geodon. I just don't know if the time is right to make that plunge.

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