We are out of oil. I kept the water boiling on the stove and the oven on for heat last night. I can't remember the last winter there wasn't at least some point we ran out of oil. I'm old hat at dealing with no heat at this point. Ah, winter nights spent tending the fires, boiling water. I know this ritual well.

I printed out 2 posts for therapy this time:

Questioning Medication No Party

My new computer arrived!! I'm going to set it up after therapy!!

Therapy went well, even though my therapist didn't give me a definitive answer on what she thought about integration. She asked me questions about why I was so against it. She did state that my pdoc probably wasn't specifying integration when she told me that stopping dissociation was a key to getting off my meds. She implied that orderly co-consciousness might be enough. If that is the case, then we're already half way there.

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I talked to the kind people at Citizen's Energy. We'll be getting oil by the end of the week, at half the market rate. A warm house again awaits in the near future.

This is the first post made from my new computer. 2.4Ghz Weehooo! Much faster than my old 233Mhz computer. I've named my new computer Severus.

My 40GB hard drive with 4000 MP3s appears to be non-functional. I thought it was a problem with Oz's motherboard (my old computer), but Severus doesn't appear to be able to get it to work either. I think it's shot. I'll have to collect them again. But now with Kazaa instead of Audiogalaxy. I miss Audiogalaxy.