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March 3rd, 2004

La La La

Date and Time  - Mar. 3rd, 2004, 01:00 am

Current Mood  - groggy groggy
Current Music  - silence

[info]zarthon took [info]purpleglitter and I out to a late Indian dinner. Then I came home, was twitchy, hid under the covers, and went to sleep for a couple hours. It's been a really draining day. I had to cancel on [info]mute_halo, because I wasn't doing well around that time, I wish I could have seen him though. We just seem fated to miss each other. I have to see my pdoc tomorrow. To be totally random: there was once liquid water on Mars! I believe there still is today.

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Violated Muse

Date and Time  - Mar. 3rd, 2004, 04:28 am


Violated Muse

drugged and electrocuted
the violated muse fell ill
trust swept away
one last look at splendor

call it hate
the psychotic part is like that
just beyond the dream
lies the nightmare

opaque and one-dimensional
zombie surgeon takes his knife
oh, is this subjective?
i didn't know


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Unfolding

Date and Time  - Mar. 3rd, 2004, 04:43 am


Unfolding

wrenched beauty
scarred by the soul-crushing
frightened by the sudden quiet
don't remember yesterday
it didn't really happen
this life was just a simulation
better luck next time


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Pdoc Visit

Date and Time  - Mar. 3rd, 2004, 05:13 pm

Current Mood  - mellow mellow
Current Music  - traffic

Just got back from my pdoc appointment. But, she was pleased that I was practicing meditation. However, she was a bit worried that I had cut yesterday. We discussed the need for better stress management. I think that is something I definitely need to work on. She made no changes to my meds and I see her again in 3 weeks.

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