I'm going to start make lists. To start with, I'm going to make lists from the book List Your Self by Ilene Segalove and Paul Bob Velick.

List all the qualities you love about being human:. sight touch hearing smell taste sex empathy love making music looking at the stars and knowing what they are people like Martin Luther King, Jr. and Gandhi fire language opposable thumbs standing upright social interaction mammalian bonding rituals laughter drugs being ticklish ethics

i'm up later than i have been in quiet some time
my evening dose geodon usually puts me to sleep
but i took my morning dose late so i could take my evening dose late
i took my evening dose about a half hour ago
i'm drinking coffee in an attempt to stay up later
i want to stay up through neitherday tonight
it's my favorite time of day and i haven't been up for it in ages
far too long
i don't know if i'll make it
hopefully the coffee will keep me up

i made it to neitherday
i'm still stoned from the brownies i ate last year
that was the last of my stonage materials
sober days will follow

last night i dreamt i was in a video game
a game i'd been in before in a previous dream
i knew that i had to turn on all the green lights in the final room
which was difficult because i had to jump and press a button for each light, and the body was hard to control
if i didn't press all the lights before the demon came i would be cast into the pit of deconstruction
instead of fighting the demon, i hitched a ride on the starship enterprise and went down a few levels
there i found a restaurant, and i was hungry, so i went it.
it was a diner and the waitress told me the place was called "soap"
i remembered a restaurant called "soap" from a previous dream
everything in that dream tasted like soap
so i left the restaurant
on leaving the waitress told me that all the restaurants around there were called "soap"
i quickly found a pizza place, also called "soap"
i was very hungry at this point, so i ordered a piece of pizza
the pizza tasted like pizza
i was pleased

later i drifted off into another dream
i was in a room with merryperseis
this guy who she really didn't want to kiss was trying to kiss her
i was trying to gather my stuff (which included a box of cheap candy) so we could escape, but i couldn't gather my stuff fast enough
the guy started accusing us of stealing his money
finally he found his money in his pocket and we left
on our way out of the building we ran into dykestar
i offered her a bunch of my cheap candy for one piece of her fancy coconut candy, but she refused
then i woke up