They let me out today. They gave me the option of staying longer, but said they wouldn't force me to. While the accommodations are swell, I value my freedom. I am a bit worried about the coming snow storm, as I have often fantasized about killing myself during a blizzard and letting the snow gently bury me. I thought about staying through the storm, but decided I'd rather be out and take my chances. I have plenty of supports, I believe I'll be safe as long as I don't let myself be alone.

ah yes, guess what is what is one of the first things i do when i get out of the psych ward?
smoke some herbal medicine
feels very good
maybe if i had access to some i wouldn't have gone in at all