marshmallow escaped
i thought she was dead, because i hadn't seen her in 5 or so days
and she hadn't eaten her food
she had created a little nest under the bedding in the bottom of her cage
days would pass without me seeing her, but i'd notice the food disappearing
but this time the food wasn't going anywhere
purpleglitter offered to clean out the cage and bury marshmallow
but when she took apart the cage and emptied it, there was no mouse inside
i have no idea how she could have gotten out
the cage wasn't open
i'm pretty sure she didn't sneak past me as i was feeding her
it's a mystery
i think i'm going to set up a trap to try to recapture her before the cats get her

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my sleep schedule has been incredibly haphazard of late
some days i'll sleep 18-20 hours, other just 1 or 2
i'll drop into a deep depression, and not be able to get myself out of bed one day
and the next, i'll be so up that i don't feel i need sleep
it's been suggested that i go back on my celexa for the depression
but i'm not depressed all the time
and i don't want to be on psych meds again
i like being off them
i like thinking

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i need to start posting more
i have just not felt like interfacing with the general world much lately
i haven't been a complete hermit, but i've been more isolated than i usually am
i didn't even have a birthday party this year
something that i generally do
i just didn't feel up to arranging it
i need to be more social, both online and off

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