Last night I went to GenderPlay with Sara. Genderplay was very small this time. Only one other person showed up, Mandy. I was planning to bring Pass the Pigs, but I forgot it on my desk at home. So we had no games. We ended up playing Associations. In Associations one person starts with a word, then the next person says the word that comes first to their mind, then the person after that says what the second person's word made them think of. Simply do that going around and around in a circle. It's fun to see how far away from the original word you get.

We only stayed at the Diesel Café about an hour, then headed home. We had good conversations in the car on the ride back. Talking to quiteodd is always so freeing. I always feel happy and refreshed after spending time around her. Something about the energy she radiates.

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Went to bed around 1:30am last night. Woke up around 8:00am to make purpleglitter breakfast and coffee and pack her lunch. After purpleglitter left at 8:30am, I went back to bed. I was planning on sleeping only to 10:30am. But, when the alarm went off, I felt an incredible panic about getting out of bed. So, I hid under the covers and went back to sleep. I woke up at least once an hour, but each time was not able to get out of bed due to panic. Finally, at 2:30pm, I was able to get out of bed.

A few minutes after I got out of bed, the phone rang. It was Lahey Clinic. They were able to set me up with an appointment next Monday with my old pdoc there. I'm going to ask her about trying to find us a therapist that works well with multiples and will take MassHealth. Hopefully she'll be able to point us in the right direction.