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neitherday
Date and Time  - Feb. 13th, 2003, 01:47 pm

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I haven't been well at all lately. We're losing what's left of our mind. The Central Group is in complete disarray. The system is collapsing. Becoming more and more demented. I along will the rest. Slipping slowly into the abyss. I feel I must be a terrible burden on my friends. I don't know why they still spend time around me. I can't be fun to be around. No, not at all. I've been contemplating suicide a lot lately. A lot. I don't want to be in this state anymore. I don't want to be the way I am anymore. I want out. I want it all to stop. I want it all to stop. I want it all to stop. Everyone should leave me alone to die. I'm evil. People don't understand that. I screw up the lives of those around me. I'm a curse. I'm a curse. Everyone should leave me alone to die.

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From:[info]ms_brass
Date:February 13th, 2003 - 10:48 am
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::hugs for you:: if you need more, i have all the hugs you need.
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From:[info]azurelunatic
Date:February 13th, 2003 - 11:01 am
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Even if you are evil, you have pretty writing. And a happy house.
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From:[info]xhappyx
Date:February 13th, 2003 - 11:11 am
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you are far from evil. *hug*
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From:[info]danizana
Date:February 13th, 2003 - 11:11 am
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(((hugs))) I dont know what to say because i feel the same
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From:[info]danizana
Date:February 13th, 2003 - 11:11 am
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But try do something arty or creat something it does temporarly help
Love
Danielle
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From:[info]mathyula
Date:February 13th, 2003 - 11:14 am
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sounds like someone needs a hug.

((((berv))))

I have no idea how you ever got to such a state of being but I'm sure it didn't happen over night. I give you a megaton of credit for your perserverance. Your will to keep breathing is strong...keep it that way.

~~~%
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From:[info]silent_selkie
Date:February 13th, 2003 - 11:20 am
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I just wanted to thank you for adding me to your friends list. You've been a delightful entity to discover. Sometimes I feel just like what this post says.
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From:[info]purelush
Date:February 13th, 2003 - 11:22 am
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***hugs***
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From:[info]lavendertattoo
Date:February 13th, 2003 - 09:05 pm
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I'm soryr you fele that way dawl, and i'm sorry I feel that way as well. I hope things start looking up for us, and that we don't conside rourselves burdens or in the wya anymore +(((((



Take care dawl,

Chantal