The universe is collapsing. Sometimes I think I'm doing better. But I'm not. I'm collapsing. Falling. Falling. Falling. Into that abyss. I can feel my mind shifting. Everything slipping away. Fly away in the wind. Flutter away. Perhaps forever. I can't pull out of it. Broken images. Memories. Things I have to admit. Admit. I cannot say such things. Not yet ready. I must get past it. But I don't know if I will. The winds are howling. I am sinking. My head feels like it's going to explode. I want out. I want this ride to end. The room is spinning. Everything is disproportional. Sinking. Flickering. Staticy. I just want it all to stop. It hurts and I want it to stop. I don't know what's going on. I just want it to stop. I just want it to stop. Fucking stop already. Stop. Stop. Stop.