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A New Day, A New Month

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Date and Time  - Aug. 1st, 2001, 03:38 am

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Current Mood  - melancholy melancholy
Current Music  - Thy Veils - Dreams of the Inner Child

If there's anything I learned yesterday, it's there's no way I can hold down a job right now. Unfortunate, because that would really help our financial situation. It's a new day today, and hopefully the storm of yesterday has subsided a bit for now. I want to get some things done today, but I'm not going to push myself. If I accomplish, I accomplish. If I don't, I don't.

Percy ([info]ballerino) is still whining about me and the other "friends" of his he's ditched in the last month. Whatever. I know I shouldn't mind. But, I deluded myself that he was a friend. I know I should have seen the patterns. But, I was blind. Betrayal hurts. But, I have to remember, that I know he's really a nice person. He's a troubled soul who won't even admit that to himself. I know, because I can see that. I think he's afraid of me. Afraid of the mirror I hold up.

It is amazing how he is able to weave his life together. The fabric he produces holds him above the waves pounding the jagged rock. I've always been impressed with him. I've always been fascinated by his stories. I've always loved watching him dance. As we part ways, I wish only the best for him.

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