geodon has kicked in
feel much better
i still want to try going off my geodon and take acid

hmmmm

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Acid was cool for me once. Before I had a bad trip. -_-
I didn't quite know what to say when I read your prior posts. Glad you're feeling better

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Acid can harm the synapses and neurons in your brain. It can cause twitching, and psychotic symptoms. You keep saying you want to become more functional, to get a job, etc. How are you going to do that if you keep damaging your most vital organ?
I suppose you want me to say *hugs*, or "cool", like the rest of the drug abusers do. You guys keep encouraging each other to do it. Sometimes a real friend will show concern by telling you what you don't want to hear.
Be angry with me, call me what you will. I lose sleep at night when I read this kind of stuff from you. Do you?

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make sure i have a babysitter who is willing to deal with extreme freaking out

you have got to be kidding me. I got tired of dealing with acid eaters back in college. The last time I was forced to deal with somebody freaking out because of something THEY DID TO THEMSELVES, my first instinct was to mace them and knock them out and wait fot the acid to wear off. If you have to have a babysitter, someone to keep you safe, why do it? I second everything that the last person said. Why do you want to end up dead or so fucked up you never get out of the hospital?

I expected to read a post from lake this morning telling us all what hospital you were at. I'm really glad you didn't get the acid.
It's your life, do what you want, but I seriously disagree with adding to your problems with hallucinogens.

Get your celexa, call the clinic and see if they have samples for you. Ask your therapist about DBT. Read about it on the web. Figure out a way to stop missing appointments that are intended to bring you to a better place. Do things that will really help in the long run. Acid can't heal you, but some things can. Stop resisting and try to concentrate on getting better. Give yourself that gift. You're worth it.

and you can call me or email me anytime if you want to talk, or you're freaking out or something. Or if you're pissed about this post.

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You know what she seems to be more responsible than most. I remember people in college that would take acid without having someone know they were taking it. One of them happened to try to fly out of a window. He found out his cape didn't work and it was messy. I used to take acid and used to take it alot. I always had a babysitter and sometimes I would even be the babysitter. I am not condoning acid use for her since I have no clue who she is. I just found her journal as a kindred soul that has an interest in "cigars" as well as a few other things and decided to read.

If you do choose to do it just make sure you are safe.

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