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Poll #742031 Open to: All, detailed results viewable to: All Which of the following do you think has a high likelihood of occurring on Tuesday (06/06/06)?
View Answers Small scale cult or religiously motivated terrorist attack tied to the date Small scale politically motivated terrorist attack tied to the date Large scale cult or religiously motivated terrorist attack Large scale politically motivated terrorist attack Cult mass suicide Nuclear war Large scale natural disaster Death of the pope Assassination of a powerful political leader Dick Cheney unmasked as the Antichrist Pope Benedict XVI unmasked as the Antichrist Mariah Carey unmasked as the Antichrist Something else Nothing of historical note | |||||||||||||||||
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it may be time to dust off this old journal it's been too long since i've been here i'm still off my meds i've been enjoying thinking again sure, things aren't perfect without meds i'm having more panic attacks but i am dealing with them my mood is far less stable as well but again, i'm dealing with it i haven't ended up back in the hospital since i stopped taking my meds many months ago sure i've been very suicidal at times even going so far as purchasing the necessary implements and formulating a plan but i haven't done it while i've had very deep lows on medication, i've also experienced moods much better than were possible before i feel a freedom i haven't felt in years and i have an optimism that things are going to get better it's not an easy road, but it seems like the best one i refuse to live life as a medicated zombie and that was what i had become it has been suggested to me that maybe i just need a lower dose and that complete abstinence is not the best idea but i've had it with the pill pushers and the drug companies i don't trust them at all i don't want their poison while my non-medication path seems to be moving along, i need more than that now that i can think clearly again, i need to figure out what i want to do with this newfound ability i need a project or a job or something due to lack of a project, i've been reading the news for hours a day a decidedly unhealthy activity i just succeed in working myself up about the latest atrocities committed by the neo-conservative regime and the new pope isn't helping my mood either i need to focus on my life right now, but i'm too distracted by the world i can't work for change until i change myself i need to work on that first it's going to be a long process but i full intend to take on the world in my own small way right now i'm still waking up from my slumber this is still the dawn the daylight is coming | |||||||||||||||||
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