i ate some hot bible chips, and i feel better. in a little bit i'm going to try eating real food. see how much better that makes me feel. hopefully things will start to improve.

I just binged and purged a bag of hot bible chips. I bought the big bag. I should have known better. I do fine with the little bags of chips, I just can't allow myself to buy the big ones. I hadn't purged in weeks. I'm not going to let this setback stop me from healing. Bulimia is on the way out. It's just a long fight. It's a stubborn beast.