I'm extremely worried that we all may be kicked out of the
house_of_clocks. Even if we do keep it, I've already given up on heating it this winter. Due to other's lack of funds, the household is currently behind on rent by a staggering amount. I anticipate some money coming in soon and maybe more coming in from two of the roommates. But, the one that owes by far the most may never pay it. I didn't know how bad the situation was until recently, because the person who owes the most is also the person in charge of handling the rent. The problem is the landlord doesn't want multiple checks every month, so we all have to hand over the money to one person who then writes a large check to him. I can't be that person, because having a large amount of money appearing in my account every month could screw up my SSDI and MassHealth. Kicking the person who owes the most out right now doesn't' seem like a viable option, because we'd still be far in debt to the landlord without them. The best hope is the continued generosity of our landlord, who hasn't kicked us out yet.
Finding a roommate right now would prove very difficult. A portion of the bathroom ceiling collapsed yesterday, the fridge is pretty ragged, we have a minor (at this point) roach infestation and we're in debt to the landlord. I doubt anyone would want to move in under those circumstances.
We need to have a house meeting, but I don't know how to arrange it within the confines of household politics. I'm pretty sure that two of the roommates are unaware of the direness of the situation and need to be informed forthwith.
purpleglitter thinks I should jump ship before we lose the place and has been trying to find other places with affordable rents that I could live. Even if I can come up with the first and last for another place, I'll feel bad about screwing over the landlord and the other roommates, but it may be the best option, because none of the friends and family I've talked about the situation to have said they would take in
mazzycat. I will not give her up.
I feel guilty whining about my problems which are very minor compared all that is going on right now. I'm safe, I know I will have a place to stay, and my city is still here. But it is my journal and I needed to get it out.