Ugh. For breakfast I had masala ramen, for lunch I had two servings of bhindi masala on red cargo rice (one would have been a reasonable meal), for dinner I had a veggie burger. I had nothing that would be considered a healthy snack. Around 1am I stir fried up soy sauce marinated gluten, peanuts, and baby corn. I also had some cookies and got no exercise. Ah well, so be it. I'm still going to keep trying.

For breakfast I had spaghetti in tomatoe sauce with peppers and parmesan cheese, for lunch I had paneer butter masala with rice, for dinner I had two slices of faux chipotle sausage pizza with basil mozzarella baked on a garlic and herb crust, and for my healthy snack I had pumpkin seeds.

I was sitting on my desk, spaced out, and before I could realizes what I was doing I had eaten a significant number of peanut chews. Having already foiled my day, I opted to have cookies later on when offered and I didn't get any exercise.

I know the reasoning "I already screwed up, what the hell?" isn't the best and that I should strive to get as close as I can regardless of how well the rest of the day went. But I had already screwed up, so what the hell. Great "logic', eh? I'll do better and I intend to win the wager.

For breakfast yesterday I had cheesecake (not a reasonable meal), for lunch I had faux turkey sandwich with muenster, for dinner I had ziti arrabiata, and I had no healthy snack but I did get a chocolate dipped florentine cookie at Mike's Pastry in the North End as an unhealthy snack. I fulfilled my exercise quota walking around the North End, at least getting one aspect right.

I know it's a bit late in the day for this post, but here goes. Yesterday I had spaghetti o's topped with mozzarella for breakfast, mac and cheese with black beans for lunch, a veggie burger with fries for dinner. I had a pickle for my healthy snack. I also ate a cookie and didn't fulfil my exercise quota.

I have been considering giving up on Project Three Meals, but I think I'll keep going for now.

About an hour and a half ago purpleglitter and I were putting up færie lights in the living room of the house_of_clocks, when I knocked something down from behind a piece of molding above the window frame behind the couch. purpleglitter thought it was an old cookie or some other harmless item. However, I recognised it as something a little more sinister: a mud dauber nest. It had four chambers, all of which visually appeared to be empty. The season would also suggest that to be the case. To be on the safe side, I wrapped the nest in plastic and put it in the freezer. Any larval mud daubers in there will not live very long. I had figured the mud daubers were nesting outside, I definitely was not expecting them to be nesting in the living room. It's an adventure every day.

Did quite bad at Project Three Meals yesterday. Essentially had four meals. Meal one was spaghetti o's, meal two was four cheese farfalle, meal three was vegetarian corn dogs, and meal four was a concoction I through together with nutrela, peppers, mushrooms, tomatoes, and red wine vinegar. I also had many unhealthy snacks including cookies and mounds bars. On top of all that, I got absolutely no exercise. I'll just have to try harder today.

I hear thunder, time to unplug the computer.

I forgot to mention last night that Project Three Meals also includes 30 minutes of exercise. It's just a simply healthy plan with a simple yet somewhat fun name.

So, how did today go?

For breakfast, I had rotini and sauce. For lunch I had rotini with tomatoe sauce. For dinner, I had... well I didn't eat dinner. For my healthy snack I had a cliff bar. In addition to that I had one of merryperseis's mom's chocolate chip cookies. Shouldn't have had the cookie, but should have had dinner.

I did get in 30 minutes of exercise. In fact I got well over three hours in my walk to Lexington Center from purpleglitter's house. I didn't really have any particular reason for the walk. I didn't even do it for the exercise. I just needed to keep moving. I kept singing that to myself along the way, "Gotta keep move'n".

purpleglitter picked me up in Lexington Center and drove me back home.

I'd stay up and make the dinner I didn't eat today, but I'm not doing to well tonight. I'm quite twitchy and dizzy and I've already ended up on the kitchen floor twice this evening, and I don't trust myself handling a hot pot or pan. So I'm off to bed and I'll try to do better tomorrow.

I saw a squirrel outside the living room windows carrying a Christmas cookie with tons of green and white icing to it's nest along the power lines. A few minutes later, I saw the same squirrel carrying another Christmas cookie. It must have found a stash. It's going to have a nest full of cookies. Lucky squirrel.

now that purpleglitter's computer is working again
i'll probably be posting more often
i'll probably be posting more often in stream of consciousness form

i've decided that for the month of december i will not consumer any non-prescribed drugs (alcohol is a drug) with the exception of caffeine.
i want to see how i feel at the end of the month
i want to know how much the various random substance change my system
if i'm not doing noticeably better at the end of december
i'll go back to my old habit
if i am doing better i'll have to rethink if drugs are worth it

it's a beautiful day today
in the 60s for probably the last time this year
it's supposed to freeze tonight though

mind is looping
i hate that
breaking out now
still looping
not really breaking out
now my head is twitching
but the looping seems to have stopped

squeaky olympics

i ate spaghetti-o's and pickles (not together)
i wonder what they'd taste like together though
unfortunately i'm out of spaghetti-o's and pickles
or i would experiment
take a bite of spaghetti-o's and a bite of pickle
chew
hmmm....
i know pickles go well with wafer cream cookies
best with better pickles
ymmmmm....

Did much better today. Almost made it. I've decided not to count incidental foods such as lollipops at the bank and 15 calorie sugar-free popsicles at purpleglitter's. I ate mac 'n cheese for breakfast, ramen for lunch, mac 'n cheese again for dinner and sunflower seeds as my healthy snack. I did eat some cookie substance, and that is what I missed the goal by.

a giant bowl of cookie substance is really nice when one has the munchies. um... does that count as a healthy snack?

I figured what the hell. I already fucked today's eating plan. So I ate a bunch of mini white chocolate chip cookies. damn munchies.

purpleglitter came over last night. We were going watch The Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring with pillowkisser, but all the copies were rented out at Hollywood Video. Instead, we spent a warm evening together making cookies.

pillowkisser ended up sleeping on a mattress on the floor of my bedroom and mazzycat cuddled in with purpleglitter and me on the bed. It felt so nice. Like we were a family. I've been getting that feeling a lot recently in the house_of_clocks. A feeling of family. We take care of each other here.

I'm making cinnamon and brown sugar vanilla cookies.

I just made yummie anise lemon cheese square cookies. I just threw them together. No recipe, just looked at what we had and figured out what would work well together.

Lake tried one and liked it. When I told her what they were she decided she was too weirded out to eat any more. She won't eat them because they're sweet and have cheese in them. Whatever. More for me.