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Statler and Waldorf

Date and Time  - Dec. 18th, 2007, 10:53 am

Current Mood  - awake awake
Current Music  - air purifier

Yesterday morning, [info]purpleglitter and I got up early to pick up the two cutest English budgies. The rusty cage they were in sucked and there were two cats there were being allowed batting at their tail feathers, but the had each other and to their former owner's credit, they had insisted they not be separated in their craigslist ad. They are so obviously bonded, they are snuggled up against each other more often then they are not. We are calling them Statler and Waldorf.

statler and waldorf
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Statler and Waldorf home safe and sound, I had to head out to my endocrinology appointment, which went well. It is obvious that my endocrinologist is still not entirely comfortable with me being off psychiatric medication and not in therapy, even though it has been years and I'm doing fine. At least at this point she no longer suggests I go back to either. She did, however, suggest I see my primary care provider. I won't, I don't trust my pcp anymore. However, my endo let slip the name of a primary care doctor popular who is popular with her trannie patients that I'm going to check out switching to.

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After they got done taking my blood, I went over to see Ila. She has been teaching me Telugu script, though the words we've been going over have been Sanskrit. This week I need to practice writing conjunct consonants. I think the script is beautiful and am grateful for the opportunity to attempt to learn it. Ila seems to enjoy showing it to me — which is good, otherwise she probably wouldn't.

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Morning Walk in Menotomy

Date and Time  - Apr. 30th, 2007, 09:04 am

Current Mood  - awake awake
Current Music  - budgie chirping

flower tree
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Outside Time

Date and Time  - Apr. 5th, 2007, 01:07 pm

Current Mood  - mellow mellow
Current Music  - budgies in conference

dandelion in flight
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At Casperson Beach

Date and Time  - Apr. 2nd, 2007, 12:19 pm

Current Mood  - awake awake
Current Music  - budgie flock calls

waves crashing against rocks
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The Flying Sir Dubbins

Date and Time  - Mar. 20th, 2007, 04:19 pm

Current Mood  - happy happy
Current Music  - budgies in conference

For a long time Sir Dubbins was hobbled by the awful clip he received before we got him. However, he just took off from my keyboard and flew to his cage across the room. Not only is he now able to make it to his cage now, he landed higher on his cage than the hight he took off from. I think we can finally call him "flighted".

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Step Ups

Date and Time  - Dec. 27th, 2006, 01:03 pm

Current Mood  - happy happy
Current Music  - budgies in conference in next room

The new tiel is already stepping up. I can tell he's going to be a super friendly bird. He's still a quite timid, especially with that awful clip. I can't wait until he molts and gets his flight feathers - then we'll see his real personality come out.

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Two Nights of Dream

Date and Time  - Jun. 27th, 2006, 09:55 am

Current Mood  - blank blank
Current Music  - fan

I've had some interesting dreams recently. The night before last, I dreamed I was on a holodeck. I kept switching through setting, but I was changing more than my environment. I was not only trying on different clothing, but different bodies. However, at some point I stopped changing and the room began changing more like a standard Star Trek holodeck. The finally room I was in was filled with shallow wooden boxes with large amounts of baby budgies. They were all blue and just getting their feathers in. They were pulling themselves from box to box, in the baby-budgie head-first method of locomotion. I was in a happy place.

Last night, I dreamed I was in a maze of a house. There was a strange man in whiteface who was running the place. The house was so large that it had a lake and a hill with cars. It was almost a village in a house. There was something wrong, a sinister air. I felt compelled to investigate what that wrong was. I followed these streams of crusty liquid up the hill and found an old stationwagon that had rusted with the years. [info]purpleglitter was with me then and at that point had been with me on my explorations in the house even though she hadn't been with me earlier in the dream. We got in the car and I was able to start it. There was a road at the top of the hill; and after driving a short distance, we realized we were on the outskirts of Moscow. We drove back to the hilltop and looked down. There was the house and all it's trapping that we had departed. I concluded that there was some sort of portal to Moscow at the top of the hill. [info]purpleglitter and I decided to drive around and explore the outskirts of Moscow. [info]purpleglitter's cell phone miraculously worked and we called [info]zarthon who told us we ought not be traveling around through portals willy-nilly and should head back at once. But we ignored him. Who was driving kept switching seamlessly in the dream, sometimes it was [info]purpleglitter sometimes it was me. The controls on the car ended up locking up and we skidded into a ditch. It faded out after that.

Somewhere in last nights dreams [info]purpleglitter and I were in a bank trying to stop a $2500 transaction from her account to a con artist. The bank was entirely bureaucratic and unhelpful, and we felt as if we were fighting against time. They kept asking invasive questions that had nothing to do with banking. Odd randomness. Why must bureaucracy even invade my dreams?

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Broken Angels rev.2

Date and Time  - Mar. 19th, 2004, 06:33 pm


Broken Angels rev.2

broken angels
walk with me
ivory white feathers
splintered
scarred auras

remember
what it was like
to have a voice
singing beautiful songs

remember
what it was like
to fly across the sunrise
cosmic wind
hair of pure silk

remember
what it was like
to light the heavens
with a brilliant aura
to not merely look at the stars
to be one

remember
what it was like
to be the essence
of rose and jasmine
of amber and pearl
of chocolate and anise

remember
what it was like
to be whole
to be free
to know peace

was it too long ago?
was it too far away?
does it hurt too much?
to remember
to remember


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Grey Before My Star

Date and Time  - Oct. 11th, 2003, 02:20 am


Grey Before My Star

still demon
grey before my star
tore angel's wings
the wraith i became
among the shredded feathers
the sheltering returns
dreamself gone
hurting
hurting
celestial or physical?
my hands have weird temptations
doubts
sometimes doubts
the others are gone
hover over it
guide before the petals fall
betrayed by distance
thick masses
no form
this body particular
stormy reflections
black sky
fears severely lurking
absorb thoughts
pearls of pain
creatures from the broken sky


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Broken Angels

Date and Time  - Sep. 21st, 2001, 08:20 pm


Broken Angels

broken angels
walk with me
ivory white feathers
splintered
scarred auras

remember
what it was like
to have a voice
singing beautiful songs

remember
what it was like
to fly
across the sunrise
cosmic wind
hair of pure silk

remember
what it was like
to light the heavens
with a brilliant aura
to not merely
look at the stars
to be one

remember
what it was like
to be the essence
of rose and jasmine
of amber and pearl
of chocolate and anise

remember
what it was like
to be whole
to be free
to know peace

was it too long ago
was it too far away
does it hurt too much
to remember
to remember


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