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From the The Universal Household Assistant or What Every One Should Know (1884), posted for
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| Shaved | ||
Instead of going to pride, I had my pussy shaved. Paddington did not like getting shaved at Doggie Styles (yes, that was the actual name of the groomers), but she was quite matty and really needed it. She'll be happier in the summer weather, too. | ||
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| Hiding the Truth | |||
Because actively suppressing critical security information to further the greed of your corporate masters is fun! | |||
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| Point in Time | ||
This photograph was taken about a little over an hour before I left Saint Thomas for London — after the hair fire incident. The candles in the photo are the ones that my hair was caught with. The robe I'm wearing in the photo is the inexpensive article of clothing I lost on my journey back to Boston. photo by | ||
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| Flaming | ||
Collecting my stuff in preparation for my departure for Boston later today, I didn't notice I was leaning over a lit candle. My hair caught the fire. While the flames seemed quite large, it appears I only lost the equivalent of two or three locks, the damage not really noticeable amongst the rest of my hair. It sure does stink in here now. | ||
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| Feeling Old | ||
I feel old. Last week, a 16 year old added me to their friends list. That in itself did not make me feel old. What made me feel old was that she was born in 1990. Outside of that, there are many things contributing to me feeling old nowadays. I walk around with a cane, sometimes with a slow and laboured gait. My hair is grey. I regularly talk in decades rather than years. I've found my self starting sentences with "Back in my day...". I've become more forgetful (if that was possible) and my mind just doesn't work as fast as it used to. Health problems are one of my favorite conversation topics, and if you want to you can see my scars. I'm 32, but I often hear it said you're only as old as you feel. In which case, I'm really 78. | ||
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| Nonconformity and Noncompliance | ||
I've had several people complain about my appearance, saying something must be done. I look to ratty, my clothes are often tattered. I should die my hair or at least brush it more often. Wear lipstick. Do something. However, I like how I look. I feel comfortable in my own skin. I've stopped trying to fit into a mold or a subculture. I'm exploring my own ground. And while I may get a little down about my weight now and again, I'm finding peace there too. I don't want to go back to being the bulimic stick I was years ago. I might be "overweight", but I'm pretty healthy (well, except for the falling down/seizure/twitchy/dizzy/whatever the hell they are spells). I don't mind that people think I look like some "crazy woman". I am a crazy woman. I embrace that. It took me a long time to be comfortable in my skin. To be comfortable being what I am. I have come to realize of late that beauty is not about who or what you are, it is about not fighting who or what you are. I'm letting myself be me, and I like it. I am not saying that there isn't room for improvement or bettering. While I have come far, I have a long way to go still. But as I move ahead I want to add more than replace. I no longer don't want to be me, and those who want me different will have to get used to that. | ||
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| Lake of the Flaming Hair | ||
Looking back through my old paper journals, I found a wonderful photo of | ||
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| Choosing a Hair Colour | ||
Poll #685881 Open to: All, results viewable to: All I should:
View Answers dye my hair black. dye my hair black with a white streak. dye my hair emerald green. dye my hair bright red. dye my hair dark red. dye my hair eggplant purple. continue to grow out my grey. | ||
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| Out and About | ||
Thursday, After the movie, the six of us went to dinner at Bennigans. The veggie burger there was so realistic that I thought they had actually gave me a meaty burger. But, ----- In the middle of the storm we decided to walk to the Chai Café. We stopped briefly in front of Video Horizons, where At the chai café I had Chole Kulcha and a Limca, my usual. It was as usual, quite good. ----- This evening | ||
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| Update | ||
i've slept most of today curled up in my bed with my wool coat on getting cat hair all over it getting up only to go see my pdoc she said she isn't mad at me for going off my geodon but thought i should check myself into the hospital i told her that i didn't want to go she said if i changed my mind to have them page her so she could explain what was going on | ||
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| Shaving Legs | ||
Poll #413273 Open to: All, results viewable to: All Do you shave your legs?
View Answers Yes, every day Yes, at least every week but not every day Yes, at least every month but not every week Yes, but infrequently No | ||
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| Friday Night Date | ||
Met lady_babalon at the Diesel for what turned out to be a date and a cuddly evening. We walked from | ||
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| No Partial | ||
I missed my partial hospital program today. It was the introductory day, so I'm pretty much out of the program. I couldn't shave because my razor seems to have disappeared and I didn't have cash for a new one. After | ||
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| Found Knickers | ||
I found the knickers stuck statically inside one of my outfits. They're making me wear the funny hat again. At least my hair doesn't stink anymore. posted by | ||
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| Stinky Hair | ||
My hair stinks. My hair stinks really bad. But before it stank and unrelated to the stinking, posted by | ||
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