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From the The Universal Household Assistant or What Every One Should Know (1884), posted for
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| Erythromycin | ||
The erythromycin makes my eyes feel worse than the conjunctivitis did. | ||
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| Things to Try | |||
From the The Universal Household Assistant or What Every One Should Know (1884):
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| Not Doing So Well Today | ||
Fed the birds. Skye got out while I was feeding her. She's in condition, but as none of the other budgies are out I figured I'd just let her fly around a bit. Not being able to get into any of the cages, she crawls into the tray of the big cage. I had to fish her out then turn off the lights so I could get her back into her cage. After all that, I sat down at my computer and promptly vomited on my keyboard. I don't feel particularly ill, and I don't know why that happened. Luckily the keyboard still seems to work. | ||
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| Save the Humans | ||
If humanity is worth saving, it needs to get off this planet. Being limited one world makes humanity vulnerable to global-scale disasters, wars, and diseases. Humans could be wiped out by simple bad luck or by their own doing. The only way to ensure long-term survival is to inhabit more than one world. However, that still leaves the question "Is humanity is worth saving?". Poll #922561 Open to: All, results viewable to: All Is humanity worth saving? | ||
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| Even the Not-So-Best Laid Plans | ||
I don't seem to be having very good luck with these trips to Saint Thomas. The first time it was far to hot to do anything. All This time I am still glad I've made these trips, and still enjoy them to a degree. It's obviously not | ||
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| Dark Omens | ||
Today, a second time, I see the "dirt" of on the wall in the stairwell. I doubted that it was dirt the first time, and now I do even more so. I believe it may be a mould. If it appears a third time, I will be sure of it. The perpetual leaks may have finally sealed our fate. If it is in the walls, we cannot stay. Perhaps this could even explain the sicknesses that trouble us in the This winter will be cold and long. I have met none who doubt. | ||
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| Project Schedule - Attempt 3, Week 3, Day 2 | ||
Project Schedule didn't work out today. Lake was ill and I spent the day with her. I did at the very least get out to vote for Duvall Patrick. | ||
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| Late Night Thoughts on Therapy | ||
Waking up and posting in the middle of the night I am after being sick most of the day. Although I tend to love the rain, I think the cold steady drizzle finally got me. ----- Tomorrow I see my therapist for the first time in 5 weeks. There will be a two month gap coming up when I go to Ontario for July and she is on vacation for August. At this point, the gaps do not bother me. I seem to get along just fine without therapy, and am still questioning the point of even continuing it. My skepticism about therapy at this point has nothing to do with my current therapist, who is the best that I've found to date. My skepticism is simply due to the fact my doubt that the asymmetrical relationship offered by therapy is able to provide me with benefit at this point. I have many people in my life that I'm on a more even standing with whom I can talk freely with, and I trust their advice and insight more simply because we have two-sided relationships. I know them more. I know their biases, backgrounds, and beliefs. I know them at all, in fact. The vary nature of the relationship with a therapist prevents that level of trust and understanding. The one-sidedness of the relationship with a therapist can be incredibly useful for some people in some situations, and I've found it helpful at points in the past. However, for me here and now, I don't think it's working. It may be time to move on. ----- Now I go back to bed. | ||
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| Bird Flu's Scary Numbers | ||
Doing the math on bird flu I come up with something a little scarier than what I've seen in the media and from the politically responsive WHO, which under pressure revised it's worst-case scenario down to 7 million dead from 150 million. Virtually every person alive in 1918 and 1919 is believed to have been exposed to Spanish Influenza. Half of those people fell ill. Spanish Influenza had a mortality rate of 5%. The population of the world was approximately 2 billion. Approximately 50 million died. There are approximately 6.4 billion people on earth now. If Bird Flu is as successful at spreading as Spanish Influenza was, all 6.4 billion people will be exposed. With modern travel habits, this is likely in a potential human pandemic. If the infection rate of Bird Flu is also similar to that of Spanish Influenza, and we have no reason to believe it won't be, that means approximately half those exposed, or 3.2 billion people, will become sick. With the current Bird Flu mortality rate of 50%, the result is 1.6 billion people dead. 1.6 billion people is a lot. | ||
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| Up then Down | ||
Went to the chocolate party tonight. My taste buds had a lot of fun. However my stomach is does not agree with my taste buds on the joyousness of the evening. I feel hot and ill. I'm only have one Prevacid left so I took some ranitidine and am waiting for it to kick in. Hopefully I'll feel better enough to get some sleep. I need to get myself to the doctor to get more Prevacid, but that involves dealing with overdue medical bills that I don't feel like dealing with at this time, so I'll probably put it off and suffer. It's too bad there's not a black market for Prevacid, because I'd definitely purchase some. | ||
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| Mitt Romney Strikes Again | ||
I saw my pdoc today. She hadn't gotten my message about having to get pre-approval on my Celexa because she's been out sick. So I still haven't gotten my Celexa. I still haven't gotten my prescription antacid as well, need to call my primary care doctor and see what's up with the pre-approval on that. Today my pdoc gave me a prescription for Provigil. Something I really need as my other meds sap my energy. Well, as it turns out, under Romney Masshealth won't cover my prescription for Provigil, period. Pre-approval or not. And I can't afford to get it on my own. I hate Mitt Romney so much right now. He just squeaked by in a very close election. We're stuck with him for another 2 years. | ||
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| Negative Divination | |||
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| Satan's Highway | |||
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| I Feel Good | ||
I feel better than I have in a week. No more flu. Back on Geodon. I missed seeing Return of the King with | ||
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| Slow |
the seroquel has failed to knock me out it has just made me very groggy and slow i am moving through molasses. it is very had to type this i don't feel good i'm going to take some klonopin in hopes of achieving sleep |