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From the The Universal Household Assistant or What Every One Should Know (1884):
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| It's a New Dawn | ||
it's a new day i woke up around 6am very early for having gone to bed at 2am only 4 hours of sleep couldn't get back to sleep, so decided to go with being awake having a nice cup of coffee right now i have a feeling today will be a good day sure, it will have it's bad moments everyday does but i believe it will be better than yesterday i'm actually looking forward to it it seems so odd to be looking forward to something after last night but i am | ||
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| Slow | ||
the seroquel has failed to knock me out it has just made me very groggy and slow i am moving through molasses. it is very had to type this i don't feel good i'm going to take some klonopin in hopes of achieving sleep | ||
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| Red Darkness | |||
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| Scattered Progress | ||
I didn't make any progress on my room last night. At all. Did very badly mentally, very panicked and switchy, until I finally got myself to sleep. I wish I had something to just knock myself out with sometimes. ----- Harriette showed up at 9:00 this morning, as planned. We talked again about an hour about what services I can expect from her as my community case manager. After that topic was covered, the conversation went in it's own directions. I ended up loaning her my Scientific American with the article "The Neurobiology of Child Abuse", because I thought it would interest her. ----- This afternoon, I have a meeting at the Wayside Center with Harriette, my MBHP intensive case manager, a representative from the Lexington Crisis Center, a representative from the Cambridge Health Alliance, and my Lawyer. It should be interesting. | ||
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| Sleepless In Arlington | ||
Can't get back to sleep. Went to sleep around 11. Woke up a little after 2. Haven't been able to get myself back to sleep, even though I feel tired. At this point I might as well stay up, as I have to leave the house early this morning for an appointment with my therapist. | ||
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| Risperdal Sleep | ||
One side effect of the Risperdal has been a totally fucked up sleep pattern. I can't go to sleep unless I'm totally exhausted (like now). Either I can't stay awake or I can't go to sleep, there is no inbetween. I have a have to meet with my psychiatrist and Mandy tomorrow and pick up the rent check from Petra Wednesday. I don't know if I'll be able to pull it off. All these things are important for me to do. I need to meet with my psychiatrist and friends. I need to bring this problem up with my psychiatrist tomorrow. | ||
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