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Comings and Goings

Date and Time  - Jul. 25th, 2007, 11:47 pm

Current Mood  - awake awake
Current Music  - lake humming somewhere over the rainbow

Haven't given much of an update lately on what I've been up to.

The weekend before last my sister, Madeline, and Christian came up to visit. I met them downtown on Saturday and my sister took me to get my first ever professional manicure. I had a lot of fun and Maddie is a joy. She is so huge, though! I'd swear she was 10 or 11 if I didn't know she was 7.

Last weekend, [info]invalid_userid came down for the Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows release. [info]purpleglitter, [info]invalid_userid waited in the long line in Harvard Square. Usually waiting in lines is boring, but with the crowd I had a great time. There were a couple profiteers who got in the front of the line and walked down it trying to sell their books for $50. I didn't see anyone buying, but I'm sure they found someone when they got near the end (which rumor had it was somewhere in Watertown). I was very excited to get [info]merryperseis's register when I finally got my books, I had thought the odds of that rather slim.

[info]zarthon took [info]purpleglitter, [info]invalid_userid and me out to see Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix the next day. Inevitably a lot of the book was left out, but I think enough critical stuff was missing that someone who hadn't read the books probably wouldn't be able to make much sense of it.

Sunday, we all went to the Museum of Science. The exhibits there have enough range to appeal to any level of scientific knowledge. We saw a demonstration of the still very functional original Van de Graaff generator built by Robert J. Van de Graaff in 1933, but my favorite part of the Museum of Science visit was the butterfly exhibit, where a large owl butterfly landed on my shoulder and sat there for a very long time just looking at me and occasionally stretching its wings. Looking into the butterfly's eyes made me regret all the nasty rhetoric I've spouted about exotherms.

Next weekend, our new landlord is coming to visit from California. She has not seen the building in over a year. I'm excited to meet her, she sounds awesome over the phone. She's trying to rent the unit next door, so if anyone is interested in a two-bedroom in Arlington, let me know.

At the end of next month, I will be heading down to see my sister in the Washington, D.C. area. My mom will be visiting there at the same time, so it should be a great trip.

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Snow Lightning

Date and Time  - Dec. 9th, 2005, 02:39 pm

Current Mood  - happy happy
Current Music  - thunder snow

Thunderblizzards are strange things. The mixture of fire and ice creates a beautiful and interesting weather combination. Juxtapositions, when done right, warm the cockles of my heart.

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Out and About

Date and Time  - Aug. 14th, 2005, 11:40 pm

Current Mood  - mellow mellow
Current Music  - lake watching law & order

Thursday, [info]zarthon took [info]purpleglitter and I to see Charlie and the Chocolate Factory with Michelle, Howard, and Alex. I had little doubt that it would be amazing with the combination of Johnny Depp and Tim Burton. Depp was truly unique as Willy Wonka, with a very grown-up child performance. Something was definitely amiss in Willy's brain, and I like that. Crazy is good, and positive crazy characters are even better. I've never seen the 1972 adaptation with Gene Wilder, I have read Roald Dahl's book so I already knew the general plot.

After the movie, the six of us went to dinner at Bennigans. The veggie burger there was so realistic that I thought they had actually gave me a meaty burger. But, [info]zarthon (an avid meat aficionado) tasted the burger and assured me that it was most definitely not meat. I was still a bit hesitant to eat it, but I was hungry and trusted [info]zarthon's meat tasting abilities.

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[info]scattermew came over to the [info]house_of_clocks today. We hung out in my room watching the light show in the sky. A house across the street got nailed. It was actually the building that houses the electrology office that I had some work done at in 1999. I never ended up getting the whole job done, only about 20% of it. But that is a tangent.

In the middle of the storm we decided to walk to the Chai Café. We stopped briefly in front of Video Horizons, where [info]scattermew hid under the overhang. I stood between the street and the sidewalk and held the umbrella as high I as could yelling "lightning!". The pole in the umbrella is metal, but not 10 feet long, so I it really wasn't quite the right tool for the Ten Foot Metal Pole Dance.

At the chai café I had Chole Kulcha and a Limca, my usual. It was as usual, quite good.

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This evening [info]purpleglitter and I went to the Super 88. It's a large Asian supermarket in at the South Bay Plaza in Boston about a half hour drive from the [info]house_of_clocks. Unfortunately, when we got back to Arlington, I realized that I forgot my pocketbook in my carriage. We had to drive all the way back to get it, causing [info]purpleglitter to miss all her Sunday shows. I'm always making stupid mistakes like that.

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Weather Post

Date and Time  - Jul. 23rd, 2005, 08:11 am

Current Mood  - groggy groggy
Current Music  - skye sqawking

The lights from the storm last night were nice. [info]purpleglitter turned off all the lights in her apartment and we watched the lovely flashes. I love thunderstorms. While I didn't get out in it last night, playing in summer downpours is the highlight of the season. Refreshing, freeing, fun. And the puddlesplashing. I don't think I will ever outgrow puddlesplashing.

Yesterdays storm brought with it a much needed cool front. The temperature was down right cool last night, something very welcome after the oppressive heat of late. The high today is supposed to be around 85°F (29°C, 303K); which while still too hot for my tastes, is definitely an improvement over the absolutely nasty days we've endured recently. I look forward to autumn with its temperate days, cool nights, and painted landscapes.

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Free Angel Icons

Date and Time  - Jun. 18th, 2005, 11:23 pm

Current Mood  - chipper chipper
Current Music  - traffic

Three icons I made from the angel art of Lake Rain Vajra

an angel appears    an angel appears    lightning angel


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More Free Icons

Date and Time  - Jun. 18th, 2005, 02:47 am

Current Mood  - high high
Current Music  - silence

lightning icon    creepy shed    delville death

tracks to forever    i've got a gun    sexy heel

madhatter on wood    plaguemask    centipede icon


NOTE: The icons in this post and this post are free to take as well.

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Berv-made Icons

Date and Time  - Jun. 17th, 2005, 06:19 pm

Current Mood  - creative creative
Current Music  - cloude chirping

lightning icon    animated starfield    cave amphibian

planarian icon    two-headed planarian icon    terrestrial planarian icon


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The War Prayer by Mark Twain

Date and Time  - Sep. 23rd, 2004, 10:22 am

Current Mood  - awake awake
Current Music  - traffic

Much of Mark Twain's work is still quite timely. Written in 1904, but published shortly after his death in 1910, The War Prayer is one of those works. For those of you who haven't read it (and for those of you who want to re-read it), here it is:


The War Prayer
by Mark Twain

It was a time of great exulting and excitement. The country was up in arms, the war was on, in every breast burned the holy fire of patriotism; the drums were beating, the bands playing, the toy pistols popping, the bunched firecrackers hissing and sputtering; on every hand and far down the receding and fading spread of roofs and balconies a fluttering wilderness of flags flashed in the sun; daily the young volunteers marched down the wide avenue gay and fine in their new uniforms, the proud fathers and mothers and sisters and sweethearts cheering them with voices choked with happy emotion as they swung by; nightly the packed mass meetings listened, panting, to patriot oratory which stirred the deepest depths of their hearts, and which they interrupted at briefest intervals with cyclones of applause, the tears running down their cheeks the while; in the churches the pastors preached devotion to flag and country, and invoked the God of Battles, beseeching His aid in our good cause in outpourings of fervid eloquence which moved every listener. It was indeed a glad and gracious time, and the half dozen rash spirits that ventured to disapprove of the war and cast doubt upon its righteousness straight way got such a stern and angry warning that for their personal safety's sake they quickly shrank out of sight and offended no more in that way.

Sunday morning came – next day the battalions would leave for the front; the church was filled; the volunteers were there, their young faces alight with martial dreams – visions of the stern advance, the gathering momentum, the rushing charge, the flashing sabers, the flight of the foe, the tumult, the enveloping smoke, the fierce pursuit, the surrender! – then home from the war, bronzed heroes, welcomed, adored, submerged in golden seas of glory! With the volunteers sat their dear ones, proud, happy, and envied by the neighbors and friends who had no sons and brothers to send forth to the field of honor, there to win for the flag, or failing, die the noblest of noble deaths. The service proceeded; a war chapter from the Old Testament was read; the first prayer was said; it was followed by an organ burst that shook the building, and with one impulse the house rose, with glowing eyes and beating hearts, and poured out that tremendous invocation:

"God the all-terrible! Thou who ordainest, Thunder thy clarion and lightning thy sword!"

Then came the "long" prayer. None could remember the like of it for passionate pleading and moving and beautiful language. The burden of its supplication was, that an ever-merciful and benignant Father of us all would watch over our noble young soldiers, and aid, comfort, and encourage them in their patriotic work; bless them, shield them in the day of battle and the hour of peril, bear them in His mighty hand, make them strong and confident, invincible in the bloody onset; help them to crush the foe, grant to them and to their flag and country imperishable honor and glory – An aged stranger entered and moved with slow and noiseless step up the main aisle, his eyes fixed upon the minister, his long body clothed in a robe that reached to his feet, his head bare, his white hair descending in a frothy cataract to his shoulders, his seamy face unnaturally pale, pale even to ghastliness. With all eyes following and wondering, he made his silent way; without pausing, he ascended to the preacher's side and stood there, waiting. With shut lids the preacher, unconscious of his presence, continued his moving prayer, and at last finished it with the words, uttered in fervent appeal, "Bless our arms, grant us victory, O Lord our God, Father and Protector of our land and flag!"

The stranger touched his arm, motioned him to step aside – which the startled minister did – and took his place. During some moments he surveyed the spellbound audience with solemn eyes, in which burned an uncanny light; then in a deep voice he said:

"I come from the Throne – bearing a message from Almighty God!" The words smote the house with a shock; if the stranger perceived it he gave no attention. "He has heard the prayer of His servant your shepherd, and will grant it if such be your desire after I, His messenger, shall have explained to you its import – that is to say, its full import. For it is like unto many of the prayers of men, in that it asks for more than he who utters it is aware of – except he pause and think.

"God's servant and yours has prayed his prayer. Has he paused and taken thought? Is it one prayer? No, it is two – one uttered, the other not. Both have reached the ear of Him Who heareth all supplications, the spoken and the unspoken. Ponder this – keep it in mind. If you would beseech a blessing upon yourself, beware! lest without intent you invoke a curse upon a neighbor at the same time. If you pray for the blessing of rain upon your crop which needs it, by that act you are possibly praying for a curse upon some neighbor's crop which may not need rain and can be injured by it.

"You have heard your servant's prayer – the uttered part of it. I am commissioned of God to put into words the other part of it – that part which the pastor – and also you in your hearts – fervently prayed silently. And ignorantly and unthinkingly? God grant that it was so! You heard these words: 'Grant us victory, O Lord our God!' That is sufficient. The whole of the uttered prayer is compact into those pregnant words. Elaborations were not necessary. When you have prayed for victory you have prayed for many unmentioned results which follow victory – must follow it, cannot help but follow it. Upon the listening spirit of God the Father fell also the unspoken part of the prayer. He commandeth me to put it into words. Listen!

"O Lord our Father, our young patriots, idols of our hearts, go forth to battle – be Thou near them! With them – in spirit – we also go forth from the sweet peace of our beloved firesides to smite the foe. O Lord our God, help us to tear their soldiers to bloody shreds with our shells; help us to cover their smiling fields with the pale forms of their patriot dead; help us to drown the thunder of the guns with shrieks of their wounded, writhing in pain; help us to lay waste their humble homes with hurricanes of fire; help us to wring the hearts of their unoffending widows with unavailing grief; help us to turn them out roofless with their little children to wander unfriended the wastes of their desolated land in rags and hunger and thirst, sports of the sun flames of summer and the icy winds of winter, broken in spirit, worn with travail, imploring Thee for the refuge of the grave and denied it – for our sakes who adore Thee, Lord, blast their hopes, blight their lives, protract their bitter pilgrimage, make heavy their steps, water their way with tears, stain the white snow with the blood of their wounded feet! We ask it, in the spirit of love, of Him Who is the Source of Love, and Who is the ever-faithful refuge and friend of all that are sore beset and seek His aid with humble and contrite hearts. Amen."

(After a pause) "Ye have prayed it; if ye still desire it, speak! The messenger of the Most High waits."

It was believed afterward that the man was a lunatic, because there was no sense in what he said.


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Aftertaste Experience rev.2

Date and Time  - Aug. 10th, 2004, 04:30 pm


Aftertaste Experience rev.2

visuals come together
i await the awful
switchy, mild to disgusting
could be in need of rehab

i liked the flavor
run now
before the thunder talks to me
raindrop stories and lightning eyes

did i take enough?
usage good unless groggy
it's the entire carcinogen
on the fast road to hell


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Back Online

Date and Time  - Aug. 12th, 2003, 02:35 am

Current Mood  - excited excited
Current Music  - fans

The [info]house_of_clocks is back online!!!

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Happenings

Date and Time  - Aug. 11th, 2003, 11:05 pm

Current Mood  - mellow mellow
Current Music  - silence

The [info]house_of_clocks (including my room) is clean thanks to the help of Sara and [info]purpleglitter.

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Thanks to [info]zarthon, the [info]house_of_clocks will be back online tomorrow, which means more and longer posts from me.

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My therapist sent me into the psych emeregency room today because I cut and was worried that Cyndi was going to cut deeper. They thought about putting me in the hospital, but instead asked [info]purpleglitter to promise to watch me until tomorrow when I see my therapist again.

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Roller Coaster

Date and Time  - Aug. 9th, 2003, 11:08 pm

Current Mood  - mellow mellow
Current Music  - The Changelings - Flowers Cover Your Eyes

Up and down the last few days. Very up and very down. It's been a virtual roller coaster. I hope to find a nice middle ground sometime in the near future.

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[info]zarthon is coming over to the [info]house_of_clocks tomorrow to help repair the damage and maybe get us back online.

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Cable Modem

Date and Time  - Aug. 6th, 2003, 02:17 pm

Current Mood  - optimistic optimistic
Current Music  - Tears for Fears - Shout

Comcast is coming out to replace the cable modem Friday. We aren't going to be charged. Now we just have to worry about [info]merryperseis's computer (which I believe is repairable) and the router (which I believe is dead).

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Wow

Date and Time  - Aug. 4th, 2003, 06:28 pm

Current Mood  - drained drained
Current Music  - fans and thunder

Good news: I'm out of the hospital.

Bad news: the [info]house_of_clocks was struck by lightening last night. the router is fried. the cable modem is fried. [info]merryperseis's computer is fried. and the good phone is fried. so we won't be online for some time.

More bad news: I've lost my license and my library card and bank card.

posted by [info]purpleglitter

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One Drop

Date and Time  - Sep. 25th, 2001, 10:27 pm

Current Music  - rain

One Drop

it starts with just a drop
one drop foretelling more
then they appear
masses rain down
wet damp wetness
grass clamps on to feet
clean moist air
bright streaks flash
loud booms echo
then slowing
a trickle
all that's left
they've gone
all that remains
is air laden with soggy earth
moist grass underfoot
looking up to the covered sky
that bore witness
to all that passed


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Sleeping Storm

Date and Time  - Aug. 18th, 2001, 04:17 am

Current Mood  - calm calm
Current Music  - Celine Dion - My Heart Will Go On

We had a wonder thunderstorm. Marvelous lightning. I ended up falling asleep during the storm. I slept for about 7 hours.

My shoulder and neck still hurt. I'm now worried if one the alters bruised it while I wasn't there.

Had some chips and salsa with raspberry ginger ale.

The Lesbian Avengers are having a "back to school" shopping visibility event at the Cambridgeside Galleria today at 1pm. If I'm up (who knows), I want to go.

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I Like Today

Date and Time  - Aug. 3rd, 2001, 10:38 pm

Current Mood  - tired tired
Current Music  - rain

Today went by too fast. I'm thankful for good days, I have too few of them. The thunderstorms of this evening put a nice touch on the day. I love storms. I love watching them. I love playing in them. I love the lightning. I love the thunder. I love everything about them. Storms make me happy. They are wonderful things.

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