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How to Deal with Cockroaches

Date and Time  - Nov. 5th, 2007, 09:57 am

Current Mood  - awake awake
Current Music  - air purifier

From the The Universal Household Assistant or What Every One Should Know (1884):

   Cockroaches — ways to destroy. — 1. The disagreeable odor which the cockroach emits, and which soon permeates all places that it inhabits, proceeds from a dark colored fluid which it discharges from the mouth. The cockroach loves warmth and moisture, hence its populousness in kitchens where fire and water are almost ever present. It is a night prowler, and swarms out from its secret lairs on the departure of daylight.
   For the destruction of the cockroach we recommend a mixture containing a tablespoonful of red lead, the same amount of indian meal, with molasses enough to make a thick batter. Set this on a plate at night in places frequented by the insects and all that eat of it will be poisoned. Another preparation is composed of one teaspoonful of powdered arsenic, with a tablespoonful of mashed potato. Crumble this every night at bed-time where the insects will find it, and it is said to be an effectual poison. Great care should be exercised in the use of such dangerous agents. An innocent method of destroying cockroaches is to place a bowl or basin containing a little molasses on the floor at night. A bit of wood, resting one end on the floor and the other on the edge of the vessel, serves as a bridge to conduct the insects to the sweet deposit. Once in the trap its slippery sides prevent retreat, and thus cockroaches may be caught by the thousands.
   2. The following i said to be effectual: these vermin are easily destroyed, simply by cutting up green cucumbers at night, and placing them about where roaches commit depredations. What is cut from the cucumbers in preparing them for the table answers the purpose as well, and three applications will destroy all the roaches in the house. Remove the peelings in the morning and renew them at night.
   3. Common red wafers, to be found at any stationers, will answer the purpose. The cockroaches eat them and die. Also, sprinkle powdered borax plentifully around where "they most do congregate," and renew it occasionally; in a short time not a roach will be seen. This is a safe and most effectual exterminator.
   4. Borax is a very good cockroach exterminator. Take some pieces of board, spread them over with molasses, only sufficient to make the borax when sprinkled upon it stick, and place the boards in their haunts. Gum camphor is a speedy remedy to clear the house of cockroaches.


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Worms

Date and Time  - Oct. 9th, 2007, 03:04 pm

Current Mood  - okay okay
Current Music  - budgies in conference

From the The Universal Household Assistant or What Every One Should Know (1884):

   Worms — treatment of. — Some members of the profession still cling with bull-dog tenacity to the opinion that worms do not affect the health of children, and that they are natural to them. The latter may or may not be true, but when they accumulate in the intestines, they produce the same disturbance that any foreign, indigestible substance would do. We find the picking of the nose, swollen lower eye-lids, restlessness in sleep, groaning, gritting teeth, starting, and lastly, spasms.
   Worms kill more children than teething*; and when you find the above symptoms with a strawberry tongue and a fever, which will attack several times daily, going off as frequently in cold sweats, you can swear that you have a case of worms, and had as well prepare and attack them.
   Now as to the best means of getting rid of them. I use the fluid extract of senna and spigelia in teaspoon doses for patients of eight or ten years of age, and less in proportion, night and morning, for three nights and days, following this up each morning with a good dose of castor oil, provided the senna and spigelia does not act. Then wait three days, and again institute the same proceedings, and for the same length of time.
   This treatment is for the lumbricoid. For the oxyuris, or "thread worm," I see any bitter infusion by enema, sulph, quinine, followed by an enema of common salt and milk-warm water half an hour afterward, which will destroy and expel them.
   The symptoms of the presence of the worm are the same as the scratching of the anus. If every practitioner will use these he will be gratified by the restoration to immediate health of many a little sufferer, who would otherwise linger in sickness for many months and perhaps eventually die.

   Worms in Horses — to cure. — A remedy for worms in a horse which has never failed of a cure is to take half a cup of pure, hard wood ashes, finely sifted and mixed dry with the mash or food. If one dose should not prove sufficient, repeat it after a day or two.

   Worm Lozenges. — Powdered lump sugar, ten ounces; starch, five ounces; mix with mucilage; and to every ounce add twelve grains of calomel; divide into twenty grain lozenges. Dose, two to six.

   Worm Medicines. — 1. Two tablespoonfuls of pumpkin seeds peeled and pulverized, or given to a child who will chew fine. The seed does not kill, but stupefies the worm. The next day give castor oil or any other cathartic, and if the worms are present in the system they will pass off.
   2. Make an infusion in the proportion of one pint of boiling water to one ounce of dried hyssop flowers; let it stand ten minutes; pour it off into a wine bottle, and take a wine-glass, or rather less, according to age, two or three times a day.

* Teething was thought to be a common cause infant mortality in the 19th century, however most "teething deaths" were actually caused by opium poising from the opium and morphine teething infants were treated with.

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Lead and Ergot for Uterine Hemorrhaging

Date and Time  - Oct. 8th, 2007, 04:53 pm

Current Mood  - melancholy melancholy
Current Music  - Cranes - Perfect World

From the The Universal Household Assistant or What Every One Should Know (1884):

   Uterine Hemorrhage — unfailing cure. — sugar of lead, ten grains; ergot, ten grains; opium, three grains; ipecac, one grain; all pulverized, and well mixed. Dose, ten to twelve grains; given in a little honey or syrup.
   In very bad cases after childbirth, it might be repeated in thirty minutes, or the dose increased to fifteen or eighteen grains; but in cases of rather profuse wasting, repeat it once at the end of three hours, or as the urgency of the case may require.
   In every case of female debility make liberal use of iron, as the want of iron in the system is often the cause of the trouble. Mix fine iron filings with as much ground ginger. Dose, half a teaspoon three times daily in a little honey or molasses, increasing or lessening the dose to produce a blackness of the stools. Continue this course until well.

Do not try this at home.

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Household Hints

Date and Time  - Oct. 4th, 2007, 10:54 am

Current Mood  - awake awake
Current Music  - air purifier

From the The Universal Household Assistant or What Every One Should Know (1884):

   Household Hints. — Do not deposit wood ashes in a wooden vessel or upon a wooden floor.
   Never use a light in examining a gas-meter.
   Never take a light into a closet.
   Never read in bed by candle or lamp light.
   Never put kindling wood on top of the stove to dry.
   Never leave clothes near a grate or fire-place to dry.
   Be careful in making fire with shavings, and never user any kind of oil to kindle a fire.
   Keep all lights as far from curtains as possible.
   Always fill and trim your lamps by daylight, and never near a fire.
   Good nice pie-crust can be made by always observing the following rule. One-quarter of a cup of shortening to every cup of flour used; to be mixed as dry as possible with cold water, and mixed only with a knife.
   Take sweet butter only for baking purposes, and never fail to thoroughly beat together your butter and sugar, if you would be sure of good results in cake baking.
   Have metal or earthen vessels for matches, and keep them out of reach of children. Wax matches are not safe.
   Ground mustard mixing with a little water is an excellent agent for cleansing the hands after handling odorous substances.
   Cut hot bread or cake with a hot knife, and it will not be clammy.
   Salt extracts the juices of meat in cooking. Steaks ought therefore not be salted until they have been broiled.
   In boiling dumplings of any kind, put them in the water one at a time. If they are put in together they will mix with each other.
   Do not cut lamp-wicks, but trim them by wiping off with a scrap of paper.
   Never boil vegetables with soup stock, for if you do it will certainly become sour in a short time.
   Boil your cream for coffee, and see if the coffee will not taste better, as well as keep hot longer.
   Pin-cushion covers made of cheese cloth embroidered and trimmed with lace, wear well and keep their looks.
   Some one says that leaves of parsley, eaten with a little vinegar, will destroy the odor of breath tainted by onions.
   Hot liquid lye is recommended for removing obstructions in waste pipes. Or let the potash dissolve over night in the pipes.
   To wipe dust from papered walls, take a clean, soft piece of flannel. Of course it must not be damp, but the dry flannel will remove the dust.
   Varnish the soles of your shoes, and it will render them impervious to dampness, and will also make them last longer. This is a good plan.
   Clean the mica in stove doors with vinegar. Take clinkers out of stoves by putting a few oyster shells into the grate, when they will become loosened, and may be removed without injuring the lining.
   Save the droppings from spermaceti candles, tie them in a cloth, and keep to smooth rough flat-irons.
   Never starch napkins.
   An old black bunting or cashmere dress may be made to serve a further period of usefulness by being made into a petticoat.
   Between two evils choose neither.
   Writing a will does not shorten life, and yet many men fear it will.
   Save old suspender rings, and sew them on the corners of kitchen holders to hang them by. It will be easy then to flip them on to a nail, and they will not be so likely to get lost.
   Powdered borax with a little sugar, blown into the cracks and crevices with a small bellows, will drive away house-ants.
   Have a high stool in the kitchen to sit on when tired, to continue your work if necessary. Perched on its top you can wash dishes or iron with ease. A low stool placed on a wooden chair forms a substitute, but a poor one. A soft sheep-skin mat is restful to stand upon.
   There is nothing better for cleaning brass or copper than coal ashes. They are also good to scour knives and forks with. For tin, whiting or fine sand is best.
   To cleanse jars or jugs or any earthen vessel slaked lime is good, or warmed lye.
   To keep a stove smooth, take a coarse and pretty large piece of flannel, roll it hard, and dip it in fine sand. Proceed to rub your stove whenever you are through cooking. Almost any stove will look better for being done the same way occasionally. Boiled starch is also very good to keep a stove looking well; put it on where it will not burn off — around the back and sides where it doesn't get very hot.


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Off the Store Pet food

Date and Time  - Apr. 20th, 2007, 03:33 pm

Current Mood  - accomplished accomplished
Current Music  - bus stopping

I threw out all of [info]mazzycat's and Paddington's store bought catfood a few days ago, and since then they've been getting tuna for every meal. But a cat cannot live on tuna alone, so today I made them this recipe for chicken dinner with rice and lentils. The reviews are in and it's purr-worthy.

It felt very odd cooking the ground chicken. I've been a vegetarian for over 14 years, and I've not cooked any meat in that time. However, my cats being obligate carnivores must have meat. Perhaps, if there is some sort of regulatory oversight worked out for the pet food industry that will insure that we don't have a massive contamination and recall like the one that is still being expanded, I might someday switch back to the store bought stuff. But for now, it's home cook'n for my kitties.

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Recall Expanded Again

Date and Time  - Apr. 18th, 2007, 02:47 pm

Current Mood  - crappy crappy
Current Music  - budgies in conference

from [info]borggrrl:

An industrial chemical that led to a nationwide recall of more than 100 brands of cat and dog foods has been found to contaminate a second pet food ingredient, expanding the recall further.

The chemical, melamine, is believed to have contaminated rice protein concentrate used to make a variety of Natural Balance Pet Foods products for both dogs and cats, the Food and Drug Administration said Wednesday. Previously, the chemical was found to contaminate another ingredient, wheat gluten, used by at least six other pet food and treat manufacturers.

Natural Balance said it was recalling all its Venison and Brown Rice canned and bagged dog foods, its Venison and Brown Rice dog treats and its Venison and Green Pea dry cat food.

The Pacoima, Calif., company said recent laboratory tests showed the products contain melamine. It believes the source of the contaminant was rice protein concentrate, which the company recently added to the dry venison formulas. Natural Balance does not use wheat gluten, which was associated with the previous melamine contamination, it said.

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It never seems to end. As [info]purpleglitter said to me in response to this most recent expansion: a lot of this stuff may have contaminating the food all along, they're only finding it now because of the closer scrutiny the media attention has brought.

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Dry Food Recalled

Date and Time  - Apr. 2nd, 2007, 12:52 pm

Current Mood  - worried worried
Current Music  - budgies in conference

from [info]purpleglitter: Pet food recall expanded to include dry foods.

Science Diet is one of them, which is what Paddington eats. Her diet wet food was already recalled, now her diet dry. She's just going to have to eat [info]mazzycat's Meow Mix now.

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Yep, It's Spring

Date and Time  - Mar. 31st, 2006, 04:53 pm

Current Mood  - blah blah
Current Music  - traffic

Two roaches were found in the upstairs bathroom. I set up traps and a spring cleaning is definitely in order. I wonder if the tradition of spring cleaning originated in response to the returning of the bugs.

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Thoughts on Heroin

Date and Time  - Nov. 24th, 2005, 01:45 am

Current Mood  - high high
Current Music  - silence

I did heroin twice about 6 years ago. I snorted it both times. It was good. It was too good. Bliss. I wanted more. I still think about how it felt. I've never felt a good that good. It see it why it is easy to get hooked. Scary easy.

Getting hooked is not fun. Even though I did not go down that road myself, I know that after a very short time of use the good feeling of doing it shifts to a bad feeling of not doing it. The body compensates by changing the balance of receptors on the neurons. This new equilibrium is upset when the heroin is missing causing extremely not pleasant sensations. Life quickly starts to revolve around heroin and the insatiableness hunger destroys everything around it. I've seen friends fall deep into that dark hole within a matter of a week or two.

Heroin also has a cross-tolerance with other opiates and when a heroin addict actually needs pain killers because of illness or injury, and being a heroin addict increases the likelihood of both, those pain killers will be significantly less effective, if effective at all. For example, when a junky acquaintance of mine was stabbed a few years ago, the morphine he was given in the hospital did absolutely nothing for him. Absolutely nothing.

I am at once tempted and terrified by heroin. I am terrified that I am tempted. The taste of the bait will always be in my head.

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Voice Post:

Date and Time  - Nov. 4th, 2005, 08:06 pm


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“My last post was overly cryptic, and this one will probably be cryptic as well. But I haven't gotten my EEG results, I probably will get them in a couple of weeks. But that's okay. I don't know if I'm going to... I don't know if I should say some things. Well there are some things that are...you see, there's just some things that are just best left not said. But you see, I want people to understand things, but I can't tell them, so I hope that some people at least know somewhat something but not know anything at the same time. It's just... I mean... Things we must all do. We must do things that are not right, because to not do them is also not right. And it's hard...and it's hard for me to live with myself anymore. I watched, I've seen, and I'm going down the same path as I did on that post. I had to redo my last post anyway because I accidentally hit 2 instead of 3 and 2 is to erase it and 3 is to save it. So the first version of my last post was much better and much, much more articulate, and much more free and true. You sort of got the watered down, and strange attempted recreation of it. And I just don't know what's going on. I don't know. I feel like I might, might just fall from the weight of everything on my head. You know, like the housing front seems at least temporarily fixed, but still, there's just so much going on. I don't know if I can do it, and I don't know if I can do it, and I don't know if I can do it, and I don't know if I can do it. And I'm scared, and people will probably accuse me of trying to get attention because I'm cryptic and can't explain everything, and I don't care, because fine, I don't care, I'm telling my story because my journal is art because my life is art. And art is deadly and my painting and my canvas will be my poison and my poison will eat me and I will be eaten and I will go and I will see and I will and I will and I will and I will and I will.”

Transcribed by: [info]supremegoddess1


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Around the House

Date and Time  - Jun. 26th, 2005, 08:15 pm

Current Mood  - productive productive
Current Music  - air conditioner

Just place 5 bait traps in various locations around the [info]house_of_clocks. In the rooms directly adjoining my room (vertically or horizontally) and in the kitchen. None have been spotted outside my room and hopefully the traps will prevent them from migrating elsewhere as my room is quickly becoming inhospitable.

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The Dressers

Date and Time  - Jun. 26th, 2005, 07:48 pm

Current Mood  - productive productive
Current Music  - air conditioner

Got under both dressers done along with the around the kitty litter, again with [info]merryperseis's help. Only saw one small roach in doing that. Also deployed 4 bait traps, two under the bed and one under each dresser. I've got left to do under the computer table, under the large desk, under the small desk, and under the small cubby unit. That should be the worst of it. Then I'm going to clean all the surfaces and sweep and mop the floor. Probably won't finish tonight, but I'm already making a lot of headway.

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A New Dawn

Date and Time  - Apr. 23rd, 2005, 11:46 am

Current Mood  - optimistic optimistic
Current Music  - silence

it may be time to dust off this old journal
it's been too long since i've been here
i'm still off my meds
i've been enjoying thinking again
sure, things aren't perfect without meds
i'm having more panic attacks
but i am dealing with them
my mood is far less stable as well
but again, i'm dealing with it
i haven't ended up back in the hospital since i stopped taking my meds many months ago
sure i've been very suicidal at times
even going so far as purchasing the necessary implements and formulating a plan
but i haven't done it
while i've had very deep lows on medication, i've also experienced moods much better than were possible before
i feel a freedom i haven't felt in years
and i have an optimism that things are going to get better
it's not an easy road, but it seems like the best one
i refuse to live life as a medicated zombie
and that was what i had become
it has been suggested to me that maybe i just need a lower dose
and that complete abstinence is not the best idea
but i've had it with the pill pushers and the drug companies
i don't trust them at all
i don't want their poison

while my non-medication path seems to be moving along, i need more than that
now that i can think clearly again, i need to figure out what i want to do with this newfound ability
i need a project or a job or something
due to lack of a project, i've been reading the news for hours a day
a decidedly unhealthy activity
i just succeed in working myself up about the latest atrocities committed by the neo-conservative regime
and the new pope isn't helping my mood either
i need to focus on my life right now, but i'm too distracted by the world
i can't work for change until i change myself
i need to work on that first
it's going to be a long process
but i full intend to take on the world in my own small way
right now i'm still waking up from my slumber
this is still the dawn
the daylight is coming

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Down the Pipes

Date and Time  - Nov. 28th, 2004, 11:57 pm

Current Mood  - depressed depressed
Current Music  - silence

I just flushed all my cocaine down the toilet after proving to myself that I can't keep it to once a month. I've done my experimentation with it, and it's too good. Too tempting. I can't go down that road. It was hard to do. All that pure white bliss down the toilet. But I know it won't stay bliss for long. Sweet poison is the deadliest.

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Making Ash rev.2

Date and Time  - Aug. 10th, 2004, 04:49 pm


Making Ash rev.2

provide care as we burn the clock
it's strokes are stopped
it's arms do not care
time now stands still

working with the screwdriver
while scorching the face
cyndi knows best
our new toxic thirst


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Of Dragons

Date and Time  - Jul. 14th, 2004, 04:07 pm

Current Mood  - mellow mellow
Current Music  - Cranes - Rainbows

Last night I dreamt that I was a dragon. I was supposed to watch over two children, a boy and a girl. I was heading a corridor with the children when someone snuck up and stabbed the boy with a needle full of poison. I grabbed the boy and brought him to a healer. As I was caring for the boy, the girl was kidnapped. I had to fight other dragons and some people to rescue the girl. I breathed fire and flew high into the sky to the mountain where they were keeping her. I did end up rescuing her and flew her back to where the boy was staying.

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Xing Celexa

Date and Time  - Jul. 25th, 2003, 05:05 pm

Current Mood  - drained drained
Current Music  - silence

I have decided to drop celexa from my med list. I'm going to keep the rest for now, but I do want to eventually phase them all out. Geodon will be the hard one. I don't know if I can make it without geodon. But the ghost said all my meds were poison. And I think it was speaking the truth. I just can't stop taking it all at once. I must continue my poison for a little while longer.

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What Every One Should Know

Date and Time  - Jan. 13th, 2003, 09:14 pm

Current Mood  - amused amused
Current Music  - Marie LaForet - La Voix du Silence

A week ago, I found a book in my closet that I had never seen before. Printed in 1884, it is entitled The Universal Household Assistant or What Every One Should Know. It's "a cyclopedia of practical information" and has subjects listed in alphabetical order. Following are some of my favorite entries:

   Cancer — cure. — Take the blossoms of red clover and make tea of them, and drink freely. It will cure cancer in the stomach as well as on the surface.

   Choking — ways to relieve. — Do not lose an instant. Force the mouth open with the handle of a knife or of a long spoon; push the thumb and fingers deep down into the throat beyond the root of the tongue, and feel for the foreign body. If the obstruction cannot be grasped, a hair pin bent into a hook and guided by the left hand will often bring it out. If this fails, get someone to press against the front of the chest or support it against the edge of a table, and strike several hard, quick blows with open hand on the back between the shoulder blades. Further treatment must be applied by a physician, who should have been immediately sent for
   2. To prevent choking, break an egg into a cup and give it to the person choking, to swallow. The white of the egg seems to catch around the obstacle and remove it. If one egg does not answer the purpose, try another. The white is all that is necessary.
   3. A smart blow with the flat of the hand on the back just below the neck will often relieve the windpipe. If it does not, send for the doctor at once.
   4. Foreign bodies lodged in the throat can be removed by forcibly blowing into the ear. The plan is so easily tried and so harmless that we suggest its use.

   Dentists' Nerve Paste. — 1. Arsenic, one part; rose pink, two parts. To destroy the nerve apply this preparation on a pledget of cotton, previously moistened with creosote, to the cavity of the tooth, let it remain four hours, then wash out thoroughly with water.
   2. Arsenous acid, thirty grains; acetate of morphia, twenty grains; creosote, quantity sufficient for paste. Mix.

   Embalming — new method of. — Mix together five pounds dry sulphate of alumine, one quart of warm water, and one hundred grains arsenious acid. Inject three or four quarts of this mixture into all the vessels of the human body. This applies as well to all animals, birds, fishes, etc. This process supercedes the old and revolting mode, and has been introduced into the great anatomical schools of Paris.

   Guano — home-made. — Save all your fowl manure from sun and rain. To prepare it for use, spread a layer of dry swamp muck (the blacker it is the better) on your barn floor, and dump on it the whole of your fowl manure; beat it into a fine powder with the back of your spade; this done, add hard wood ashes and plaster of Paris, so that the compound shall be composed of the following proportions: Dried muck, four bushels; fowl manure, two bushels; ashes, one bushel; plaster, one and one-half bushels. Mix thoroughly, and spare no labor; for, in this matter, the effort expended will be well paid for. A little before planting, moisten the heap with water, or, better still, with urine; cover well over with old mats, and let it lie till wanted for use. Apply it to beans, corn, or potatoes, at the rate of a handful to a hill; and mix with the soil before dropping the seed. This will be found the best substitute for guano ever invented, and may be depended on for bringing great crops of turnips, corn, potatoes, etc.

   Hysterics — cure for. — The fit may be prevented by the administration of thirty drops of laudanum, and as many of ether. When it has taken place open the windows, loosen the tight parts of the dress, sprinkle cold water on the face, etc. A glass of wine or cold water when the patient can swallow. Avoid excitement and tight lacing.

   Mites in Cheese — to destroy. — 1. These are at all times better avoided than destroyed, for when they have become very numerous they do a great deal of damage in a short time. To avoid mites the best plan seems to be to leave the cheese exposed to the air, and to brush it occasionally; some prefer wrapping the cheese in a buttered paper, but the former plan, we think is the best. When mites have become very numerous, they may be killed by suspending the cheese by a piece of wire or string, and dipping it for a moment into a pail of boiling water. The boiling water will kill all the mites, and do no harm to the cheese unless it is left in too long.
   2. Cheese kept in a cool larder or cellar, with a cloth rung out of clean, cold water constantly upon it, will nev