For breakfast I had creamy parmesan noodles, for lunch I had eggs and hashbrowns, for my healthy snack I had a mandarin and a sugar-free popsicle. I got in well over an hour of exercise walking from my place to merryperseis's place and back.

I would have made, except that my dinner wasn't exactly reasonable. I went to Rudy's with purpleglitter, zarthon, and Jeff. I ended up eating chili con queso, a jalapeño poppers, and a bean & cheese burrito. The popper and burrito would have been fine &ndash but the chips and chili con queso were not only too much, it's hard not to categorize them as junk food.

Food perfect. For breakfast I had spaghetti in tomatoe sauce with spinach and parmesan cheese; for lunch I had Spanish rice with faux pork; for dinner zarthon took me out to Rudy's where I had enchiladas verdes, chili con queso, and jalapeño poppers; for my healthy snack I had a caffeinated cliff bar. I wanted to walk home from Rudy's for my exercise, but both zarthon and purpleglitter were very much against the idea because of the number of spells I've been having lately. They insisted I ride home with them, which I did. Sooner or later I'm just going to have to say fuck it and get in my exercise regardless of the spells. I have to live my life, and that means taking risks.

Didn't do so well again at Project Three Meals today, but i keep going. I had pizza for breakfast, For lunch I had gluten, mushrooms, and baby corn marinated in soy sauce then stir fried. For my healthy snack I had a pickle. zarthon took purpleglitter and me out to Rudy's for dinner where I had chili con queso, enchiladas verdes, and fried ice cream. I also had a cry baby italian ice from the Ice Stand by Spy Pond.

I didn't get any exercise of note in. Exercise has proved to be a difficult issue because I've been having more issues with dizziness or whatever the hell these spells are where I get twitchy and have difficulty walking. They got better for a while, but seem to be waxing again. Nothing near what they were at their peak last winter and it's not really a good excuse for not getting my exercise in, but it is a mental deterrent to doing so. I need to just fucking go out and take my walks.

I can do better. I will do better.

I didn't do very well today. I started out well: a bowl of corn for breakfast, a bowl of beans and tofu pups for lunch, stuffed peppers for dinner, and almonds for my healthy snack. However I continued to eat. I consumed 5 frozen french toast strips, two popsicles, and 2 large wintergreen LifeSavers. It didn't stop there. zarthon took me out to Rudy's for yet more food. I ate chili con queso and an enchilada verde. Regardless of my eating outside my plan, I had a good day. I'm not going to kick myself for not sticking to the plan, i'm going to simply breath in and give it my best attempt tomorrow.

wanted to post before i went to bed
took all my goodnite meds
all kicking in
zarthon took purpleglitter and me out to rudy's today
i didn't eat that much
brought most of my dinner home
stomach wasn't feeling too good
but i'll have a nice lunch tomorrow

i'd like to post more
i'd like this to be a very long post
but i'm drifting off
so good night

zarthon took purpleglitter and me out to Rudy's for purpleglitter's birthday dinner. I got Enchiladas Verdes sans the cheese and sour cream.

After dinner, we headed down to the Diesel Café, where we all partook of caffeinated beverages.

After the Diesel, we split up. zarthon went over Stop & Shop to get Lake's cheesecake, and purpleglitter and I went back to purpleglitter's place. Back at purpleglitter's we realized that I didn't have my meds with me. So I took purpleglitter's car back to the house_of_clocks, while purpleglitter stayed at home to wait for zarthon. I was excited about getting to drive, as I don't get to do that much.

I'm now back at purpleglitter's apartment with purpleglitter and zarthon celebrating purpleglitter's birthday with Ketel One madrasses.

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There will be a small party celebrating purpleglitter's birthday at the house_of_clocks 10:00pm Saturday.

Last night, zarthon, purpleglitter, and I went to Rudy's for dinner. I got a "horny toad" to drink. Some sort of special margarita they have there. It was quite good, and lived up to it's name.

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After we got home, purpleglitter and I had another one of our late night drunken/stoned "therapy" sessions. Our little late night sessions are very hard and painful, but I think they are really helping us work and addressing many of our personal and relationship issues. I feel a deeper connection to purpleglitter now than I've ever felt towards anyone. She is my soulmate, on every level.